tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9232380704885170972024-03-13T21:21:19.010+08:00TRUST & LOVEpearlyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558302753800871872noreply@blogger.comBlogger109125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-923238070488517097.post-35036559696036183142016-06-29T19:07:00.000+08:002016-06-29T19:13:00.166+08:00The life as a teacher???I have always started writing by "long time didn't update my blog..." The same for today and it is true that I have long time didn't update my blog.. Besides, most of my blogs talked about dilemma and anger.. So negative right? Same goes for today's blog..<br />
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Actually it should be something that I should be happy and grateful about.. But, I am not.. Instead I am worried and kind of disappointed.. I have passed my government teacher interview 😊 My parents will be happy about it.. Am I ready to become a teacher? I am not.. I am not ready to give full commitment and responsibility of becoming an official teacher.. But by reading my melody's recent post, I guess becoming a teacher is kind of fun and should be not that bad right? 🤔 Again I am in dilemma or even depression maybe.. Think of my life, I don't know where should I go, what should I do or become.. My life is directionless and meaningless.. Staying at home for the whole day and teaching home tuition is my life now.. Free, relaxing but most of the time restless.. I cannot believe that one day I am like this.. 20 something but still aimless.. What the hell..<br />
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I haven't tell my parents yet about this.. As the eldest, I always try my best to do the best and try to avoid making them worry about me.. I am useless, timid, always in dilemma😭😭 mr.egg suggested me to take master.. He said it will be a better option.. I have no money to take master, I am still on dept with the government and for now I don't even earn more than 15k per month.. What a sad story.. I am just jealous for those who have a firm direction and target in their lives.. Hope soon I will be able to find my life toopearlyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558302753800871872noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-923238070488517097.post-31225328588359875692016-05-06T18:06:00.003+08:002016-05-06T18:06:58.593+08:00变了哇。看下自己的blog,发觉已经有好几个月没写blog了。突然间写回是因为我得空了,有东西想说,可是不懂该说给谁听。<br />
我失业了。可是家里没人知道。不敢和他们说这事实。怕他们会误解,怕他们担心,怕他们乱想。<br />
不懂是不是和蛋先生在一起的时间久了,不懂怎么,最近都感觉很不一样了。到底我怎么了?他是个好男人,我害怕失去他,可是,同一时间,没像以前那么多话和他说了。我到底怎么了?<br />
从我毕业到现在,感觉很多东西变了。变得很不同了。不只是我自己,我环境,我周围。我不喜欢这变化。可是变化不能避免,而且是唯一不变的事实。<br />
我每天活得很不开心,很没有冲劲,很没有目标。<br />
到底现在的我怎么了?😭😭😭pearlyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558302753800871872noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-923238070488517097.post-83452488116372043822016-01-02T20:04:00.001+08:002016-01-02T20:04:28.431+08:00Ahhh 😤😤A new year.. A new chapter.. A new beginning<br />
Since it is a new year, Facebook is floated with positive vibes talking about new change and bla bla bla..<br />
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I can't tahan anymore.. I need a channel for me to express my frustration and anger...<br />
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Ever since I have started to work.. All my parents said is money, money, money... Come on.. I have started to work only one month.. All you asked is have you got your salary, how do you want to use your salary, please pay some of the bills.. I earn only rm2000 a month.. I have to save money also to pay for my ptptn and for my own usage.. You have bought houses for my two brothers but not me.. I don't mind how you want to spend your money for them, but please don't because you have to pay installment for this and that just because of my brothers and you feel financially burdensome, then come to me and ask me to pay this and that.. Your son has started to work for almost two years but did you ask him to pay this and that for you? Nope.. Your didn't.. Instead you said as parents you should help your children who just started to work.. But why not me?<br />
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Please just please.. Don't every time when you guys see me, the only topic you can ask and say is money.. Ask something else.. I feel burdensome, stressed and heartbreak whenever you did this to mepearlyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558302753800871872noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-923238070488517097.post-37518014221746632582015-11-27T23:03:00.003+08:002015-11-27T23:21:05.397+08:00I'm back againIt has been two months since my last blog... In these two month, I have changed my work place... I am still working as a teacher... After these few months, I realised that I enjoyed working as a tuition teacher... Maybe education is really suitable for me... Seriously, working is more tiring than studying... My work is an easy job nothing much but I don't know why I feel tired everyday after work... My mentality feels tiring Zzzz...<br />
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Don't talk about this... Hey hey hey, I am going to Seoul next year with Mr. Egg... Hahaha... It will be our second vacation... Very anticipate for it... November is nothing much for me but October yes... Many things happened in October: My birthday + My convocation<br />
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Let's talk about my birthday... This year birthday was special for me because everything was a surprise and it was an effort of Mr. Egg... </div>
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He decorated the cake by himself and brought me to have Italian dinner at Silver Spoon... I love this photo because it lets me feel warmth and love...</div>
I knew that he will bring me to Silver Spoon for dinner because he told me earlier that he wanted to bring me there but I don't know that he remembered that I have mentioned before that I like to eat ice-cream cake and hand made decorated the cake for me... I was so happy and I cried that day... It was hard to type out the details on that day here but everything is still vividly in my mind....<br />
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I was graduated last October... I was happy and glad that I was managed to complete my four years here... Actually when I think about it,seriously, I don't know how did I went through these hard times... I am kinda amazed myself... My perseverance and determination to complete a course that I do not like... Haiz... But I was disappointed that my parents did not manage to enter into DTC to watch my convocation on live... </div>
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I was happy that all the most important people in my life which are my family + Mr. Egg came for my convocation... Life actually is really simple... What I really need is only my family and Egg... In this four years, I really need to thank Mr. Egg for his love, support and effort... Thanks for becoming my driver sending me to school and back home... Thanks for becoming my listener to listen to my everyday lives in uni, complaints, stress and assignments... Thanks for becoming my calmer to calm me down whenever I was stress and nervous... </div>
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~You and my family give me more than I need~ I love you guys~Thanks~</div>
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September, I have started working as a daycare center... After worked several weeks, my conclusion is: I always feeling tired after started to work but I have used to this feeling until I am numb...<br />
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To be honest, I realised that it is harder and tiring to teach primary and secondary students... They are annoying, lazy and naughty... Even, u scold them, it is no use at all... I prefer teaching small children/kindergarten... They are cute, innocent, funny and scare of me >< These are the students that I love to teach, play and mingle with... I have no problem facing them from 7.30-7.30 but not the primary and secondary= =</div>
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In July, I have been to Bangkok and Hatyai...<br />
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We went to Chatuchak again... We went there on Friday, but it was kinda empty and not happening... So we asked and according to a local there, Chatuchak is more happening on weekends... So we came back again... Wow... The food there were nicer than any other places...</div>
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I have never seen this in Malaysia...It was new to me and I like it... I tried Ice tea I think...</div>
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Chatuchak market is huge... We took at least half day at there to finish walking the whole market (I think we managed to walk the whole Chatuchak) and the weather was so hot... We need a lot of drinks and rests for rejuvenate...</div>
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We has this at Pratunam market at night... Thai tom yam... Actually I have tried several version of Thai Tom yam... But I have no idea which is the original tom yam... We ordered tom yam but they gave us "qing tong"... This tom yam is special because it was actually a "qing tong", if we want it to be tom yam, we have to add some special chilli... </div>
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We asked Anna about Thai clubs and pubs... She said Ekkamai and Nana... Local loves to go to the pubs at Ekkamai, listen to songs and drink some alcohols while the foreigners like to go to clubs at Nana to drink and to find girls or "ah gua"... We chose to go to Ekkamai but at the end, we didn't make it because we were lost, it was getting late and we had to rush to take commuter...</div>
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My childhood... I had this at my grandma's house when I was still studying in primary school... Now, no more already T.T But I found this in Bangkok ^^</div>
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Mr. Egg's supper... Also known as Thai Bak Kut Teh... I prefer Malaysia Bak Kut Teh...</div>
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I feel tired now... I will continue again either later or tomorrow or soon maybe... Is raining now at my place... Raining means is time to take a nap... Today is Sunday and it is the time I can rest as much as I want... </div>
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In just one month, I have been to two different states in Thailand: Bangkok & Hatyai... Yes.. I had my first time to other country with Mr. Egg to Bangkok by plane and my first time to other country with my family by bus...</div>
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The sky was so blue that day... Our flight is 8am flight, so we reached there on 4 or 5 something? I can't remember because it has been already one month and one week plus... I love to look at the planes at the balcony outside of KFC in KLIA 2... The view there is nice...</div>
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Once we reached there, we went to the information counter... Took a map and took a bus (as it is the cheapest way to reach Mo Chit station and we wanted to experience as backpackers)... Well, the buses in Bangkok was not as modern as the buses in KL but it is punctual and not crowded...</div>
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First lunch at Bangkok... We went to this restaurant where I found it in the internet and it was recommended by these people because it is a unique restaurant because it uses "condoms" as the theme of this restaurant... Although, it is really unique, the food there were pricey, not really delicious and small portions... Conclusion: Not worth it</div>
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But guess what, they gave every table two packs of condoms = = as gifts? regardless whether you are having meals here with your bf/gf/family/girls/boys... I guess these will be very useful for me after few more years >< But does condom have expired dates? Outside of this restaurant, there are four different sizes or brands of condoms for you to take and it is FOC... four big boxes out there with limitless of condoms for you to take...</div>
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Since, our check-in time was 3pm and it was still early, so we decided to go to a place where it will not take much of our time to walk there and unique place which is worth for us to pay a visit... so, we chose to go to Terminal 21... What is unique in this place is its toilets... There are 5 or 6 levels in this mall and each level of this toilet has different themes with a janitor in both female and male toilets to welcome you ^^ Bangkok has so many shopping malls compared to KL... Every station you go, you will see shopping malls everywhere... And regardless of which shopping mall you go either in Bangkok or Hatyai, in every entrance, there is security check... This is understandable because there were many bombing cases in Bangkok these few years... And the recent one was in this month at Erawan...</div>
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Then, we went to Rod Fai Market by taxi.. I thought the taxi fee here is expensive but is not... It needs around 30 ++ minutes to reach here from our hostel but we paid only 100 bahts which is around RM 11++... Come on, in KL you pay more than that... And do you know that there is jam everywhere at Bangkok? These five days of vacation, I have never seen a smooth traffic at Bangkok regardless of where I went..</div>
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These are not candies but they are "kuih"... These "kuih" are made into the shapes of vege and fruits... We bought a box and it was delicious... The markets in Bangkok sell various products and the things in Bangkok are better than the things that are sold in KL in term of quality, design and the most important "price" too...</div>
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Wow.. I like this and it can only be found in the street markets at Pratunam... Yes, the place we went on our second day at Bangkok... The food at the street markets at Bangkok are not only cheap but delicious... And it is not as unhygienic as what my cousin sister described (my cousin sister is a princess at home) Now, when I look at it, I feel like eating it...</div>
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Siam shopping malls at night.. The first picture we took together... Because we are travelling as couple, it is hard for us to take picture together... Usually, we help each other to take picture individually and mostly selfie if we want to have picture together... But selfie only able to capture picture with heads but not bodies... I hope to have full body pictures but Mr.Egg didn't want to trouble others to take picture for us... After several demands from me, finally, we had this picture ^^</div>
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Typical tourists... We went to this coffee shop " Mr. Jones Orphange" This place is small but the design is unique and great... I love backpacking with Mr.Egg because I can enjoy the freedom and a not-rushing vacation... Most of the time, I travel with my family... When travelling with family, usually as children, we can plan the trip... We just follow the adults all the time... We can't eat the things we want and we have to follow the adults to eat what they want... We can't spend as we like because as a family there are lots of spending... Travelling with family usually is a packed and rush travelling because adults in my family hope to have a worth for the price vacation... But travelling with another half is different... We walk and we eat as we like and I love to have not-rushing vacation... I don't like to rush too in my daily life... But there are also good things travelling with family and I enjoy family vacation <3</div>
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Well, I read Tien Mie's post... What she said is true... Friends do not necessarily have to talk everyday... After the last day we met, I kept on ensure that our whatsapp group "Mulagans" is active... Therefore, if none is talking, I will be the one to ask them "how are you?", "what is your plan today?" and etc... But after I read her blog, I realized what she said is right... We do not need to talk everyday to maintain our friendship... Our friendship will not change... Disturbing each other with lots of whatsapp messages sometimes will only make others to feel annoyed and disturbed...</div>
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1. Travel? I like to travel too... I missed my recent vacations to Bangkok and Hatyai... Whenever I travel, I felt freedom in my soul and mind... I am free from problems and I immersed myself into happiness... But I have no $$ T.T Travel needs money... And I don't have companion T.T Some people enjoy travelling alone but not me... I prefer to travel with at least a companion... And I think the only one who will company me to the places that I want to go will be Mr. Egg... But Mr. Egg needs to work, no time for me... </div>
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2. Talk about getting a job, I am now still jobless... Staying at home like a.... I don't know what to describe myself... Everyone in my family has something to do everyday but not me... A useless dumb who only knows to wake up and watch dramas everyday = = Maybe as what Mel said, I should have settle down and start to find a job... </div>
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3. Marriage... Hahahaha... I don't know why... Maybe I have so much time at home, so suddenly one fine day, I thought about marriage... I remembered I was a very cold and insecure with our relationship... But now I have a little changes... I believe and hope to get married soon = = Is this normal for a female? or am I desperate? Gosh....</div>
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pearlyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558302753800871872noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-923238070488517097.post-57141482575022438522015-08-01T10:44:00.001+08:002015-08-01T10:44:12.903+08:0017刚刚才看完一部韩国连戏剧。最近在家太得空了,所以有空追戏看了。一部叫做“学校2015,你是谁?”<br />
我离17岁的我已经幼年了T.T 这样仪数,觉得自己好老哦。看完了着部戏过后,想了想17岁的我那年在做什么。<br />
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17岁的我,破不期待想离开校园踏入大人的世界<br />
17岁的我,很想得到自由。<br />
17岁的我, 在沉迷msn 和 friendster。<br />
17岁的我, 曾经满著爸妈偷偷有男朋友。<br />
17岁的我,无忧无虑,没现在的我那么多烦恼。<br />
17岁的我,叛逆。<br />
17岁的我,有那种体力,可以一整晚不睡觉,玩电脑。<br />
17岁的我,曾经爱自拍。<br />
17岁的我,做错事不会说对不起,还自以为自己永远是对的。<br />
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好怀念可是我没有那种感觉想要回去17岁的我。这部戏说的就是17岁的几个小朋友的故事。<br />
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17岁要实现梦想太过早了,但是正适合开始做梦的年龄。摔倒虽然痛,可是就是这个年龄,做错了也没有人会怪你。17岁正适合开始学习,<br />
这个年龄是最甜蜜也是最迷茫的年龄。<br />
现在的我虽然年龄,思想和面孔不是在17岁,可是我的心还是像17岁的那样单纯》《<br />
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本来想写关于我旅行的事,可是 1。懒惰<br />
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不用担心,旅行的事我一定会写,只是时间的问题…………<br />
<br />pearlyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558302753800871872noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-923238070488517097.post-7436542142243026412015-07-20T13:24:00.000+08:002015-07-20T13:24:13.930+08:00I'm HomeJust realized that it has been one month ++ that I haven't update this blog... I have finally graduated and waiting for graduation in October... Again my famous quote "Time passed in a blink"... So fast it has reached mid of July...<br />
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I received my examination results... I am satisfied with the results that I obtained... Passed with flying colours >< Hahahaha... I obtained 3 A- and and A... Not bad right?? I thought I will get B for thesis and Korean Modernization exam paper but who knows, I didn't...</div>
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This month was a travelling month for me.. I just went to Bangkok + Hatyai.. One was with Mr. Egg and another one was with my family with Mr. Egg.. Yesterday just came back from Hatyai... I am addicted to travelling... Unfortunately, I don't have $$$.. If I were rich, I guess I will travel every month... But I think this is life... If I were rich and have money to travel every month, I think I will not appreciate the meaning, feeling and enjoying travelling anymore..</div>
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No more travelling to oversea this year... Have to wait for next year... This is life.. Always have goals to accomplish and anticipate to accomplish them.. After this, I guess I will start to look for jobs as tuition teacher or kindergarten teacher.. Earn more money to travel.. I will soon update about my vacations to Bangkok and Hatyai after I have manage all the photos that Mr. Egg have taken.. Lots of Lots of photos ~ ~</div>
pearlyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558302753800871872noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-923238070488517097.post-78838019954150684332015-06-02T16:16:00.002+08:002015-06-02T16:16:29.568+08:00An Ending is Another New BeginningWell, these few days I kept thinking about the final days I have in UM... I did tell Mr. Egg how much I will miss all this and I even was the only one who teared after the closing and ending of our play... When I thought about leaving and ending, I keep on telling myself a quote from Mitch Albom's book (5 people you Met in Heaven) "An ending is another new beginning". Because I felt the sadness and nostalgia, I decided to do one thing: Take pic with every coursemates... But I successfully only a few because some I can't even meet them in UM in our faculty = =<br />
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Hahaha.. Great right? Let me introduce to you the townpeople: Uncle Chan... I do look like a man here ^^ Thanks to the costume, styling, make up and moustache from Pola, Melody, Bahjah, Mc, Bella, Chui and Abang Din <3</div>
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Last but not least, a group picture is a must... We have made it... Good job, everyone... Throughout this play, I had my three first times... First time: to bathe in UM toilet, staying late at UM until 10 something and first time to come to UM everyday except for Sunday... One more thing, I realised that other than Tien & Gan, Melody reads my blog too ^^ I thought my blog is personal and no one will read my blog... But who knows there are people out there who concerns about my thoughts and life... Keep it up, Tien, Gan and Mel... </div>
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<br />pearlyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558302753800871872noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-923238070488517097.post-73739034762580137312015-05-28T10:18:00.002+08:002015-05-28T10:18:34.331+08:00Hello 150529I have know the days after mid-semester break will be very hectic... This month is the busiest month for everyone... Especially this week... I have thesis, Dr. Sani's assignment, practice for my play and Dr. Park's assignment... Since Monday, after Adli mentioned to us that aster this play which is this week, it will be our last time to see most of our coursemates who have accompanied me these three and the half years... Suddenly, I felt nostalgic... I have always mentioned in my blog that the speed time moves is faster than the speed of a Ferrari... So fast... So, I came with this idea to take as many pictures as possible with my coursemates... Everyone... <div>
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Tomorrow is the official play... Nervous... I hope I will remember my lines and I will not laugh half way of my performance... I hate it... I don't know why my laughing point is so low and once I start to laugh, I know, is hard for me to stop = =</div>
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By the way, now only I realise that other than Tien, Gan Chi Wei will read my blog too = = Ishh.. Feeling no more privacy here... But anyone, I don't care la... Better these two continue to read my blog even after graduation, even after married, even after have children and even after have grandchildren... HAHAHA... Don't know I will still keep on writing blogs or not after I married... Hope I will continue... These two are my good friends... We argued, we laughed, we worked together, we gossiped together, we ate together... I know things will change but I hope Mulagans group is still there for us and two of you will still read my blog... You know right, I seldom post my feelings in facebook or twitter... Instagram or mostly blog, I will use it to express my anger, sadness and happiness... Seriously, I will miss you guys la... Hope you guys are able to have happy and bright futures at the same time another half... I might change to a serious person after I work but when I see you guys I will change back to who you know me ^^</div>
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pearlyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558302753800871872noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-923238070488517097.post-74006356042088706182015-05-23T16:35:00.001+08:002015-05-23T16:53:50.147+08:00专署的快乐什么时候感觉自己最无能?<br />
就是帮不到自己最爱的人的时候,<br />
感觉自己是最无能的<br />
其实事情很小,<br />
只不过就是因为小,<br />
所以更想为他/她做的更好。<br />
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可是当我做不到的时候,<br />
我觉得我很无助,<br />
我觉得我很无能,<br />
渺小的事都变成了大石头压在我心。<br />
很痛很痛。<br />
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眼泪就不知不觉的,<br />
偷偷溜了出来。<br />
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我爱带欢乐带自信给真心爱我的人,<br />
不好的悲哀的麻烦的,<br />
由我来吸收,<br />
没关系的,<br />
我怎样忙,<br />
只要你们需要到我,<br />
我一定会抽时间给你们<br />
只要你们快乐,幸福,开心,健康,平安,顺利<br />
就好了。<br />
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可能你们会觉得我很傻,<br />
可是他们开心,<br />
就是我的快乐,<br />
能让我快乐的事,<br />
就算傻就算累就算麻烦就算破费,<br />
那算什么,<br />
这就是我的快乐,<br />
专署于我何艳萍的快乐<br />
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<br />pearlyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558302753800871872noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-923238070488517097.post-41845390336209671002015-04-25T15:20:00.002+08:002015-04-25T15:20:56.446+08:002 More MonthsI am going to graduate soon...<br />
My study life is going to end officially soon...<br />
Is time for me to plan about my life about my future...<br />
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I actually thought before about what should I do after graduation... Now i roughly have the draft of my future... After graduation, I will go to find job related to teaching, I mean private informal education such as tuition teacher, kindergarten teacher or daycare teacher... While working, I will apply for becoming a government teacher, a staff in the bank and a staff in a research company... Although I am not interested to become a government teacher, I will try to apply for it since I have spent 4 years to study this field... Becoming a staff in a bank came into my mind when I had a chat with Tien Mie... As you know, I don't have any adult which is "professional" and able for me to talk to... I hope to have an elder brother like Tien Mie's brother who I can approach to and talk to when I am confused... So I asked Tien Mie about her brother's advice to her for her future... And she told me of her brother asking her to apply for a pose in the bank... Becoming a bank staff is a good idea because the benefits are very attractive...So I will try... While becoming a staff in research company is not the company which does scientific research but is a company which does survey about particular products or service... I think this work is interesting as I am able to get to know more people and I will be able to force myself to communicate and I will be no longer a "hermit"...<br />
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After I told about my plan to Mr.Egg, Tien and Gun, I don't know why, I felt that my future is BRIGHT ^^<br />
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I found this particular quote in a particular drama that I watched... I like this quote...<br />
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<b>"You can trust a person but do not put hope on a person... The hope you put might bring you disappointment..." </b>pearlyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558302753800871872noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-923238070488517097.post-10361502052892668542015-04-11T16:17:00.002+08:002015-04-11T16:19:42.566+08:00Hello Wow.. It has been a month since my last blog... Long time didn't update my blog.. Maybe because my life in these weeks were monotonous and have nothing to write about...<br />
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I am having my semester break now... The time passes so fast (I know I have emphasized and mentioned this numerous times in my blog)... Well... Erm... I think I might have several things that worth for me to talk about...<br />
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<b>1) I have 7 more weeks to go before my final semester of my course officially ends...</b><br />
<b>2) I am able to use my Watsapp... But none talk to me using watsapp also... Therefore, actually no point for me to be able to use watsapp T.T</b><br />
<b>3) Mr. Egg bought me an Iphone... First time in these 24 years of my life, I use this fruit branded mobile... Excited but at the same time frustrated because I am not a tech-savvy... Many things in the Iphone, I do not know how to use... Have to google whenever I have a question regarding this fruit mobile (annoyed)...</b><br />
<b>4) I have done my Chapter 1 and 3 of my thesis... Going to proceed to Chapter 2 by this week...</b><br />
<b>5) Mr. Egg and I have been together for 7 years ^^ And instead of eating heavy dinner to celebrate it, we had coffee together... A simple celebration for this year...</b><br />
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Ok.. I think that's all for today... Oh by the way, I have started to reading a new book after the "Five people You met In Heaven"... The book that I am reading now is "A Thousand Splendid Suns"... And one more thing to go... At first with the implementation of GST, I was angry but after a while I think I should just accept the reality... But now I am really angry with the current implementation regarding the raise of the parliament's members' salary... I mean I am angry because the increase is too much and excessive... So what now? The government is in debts... Malaysian currency is depreciating... implementation of GST making everyone has to pay extra 6% for what ever they buy... All these making the middle-class and lower-class Malaysian suffer... Despite of these, the government bought private jet and now increase the salary of Parliament members as a motivation??? If you increase between RM100-RM2000, is still can be accepted... But now you raise their salary for more than 147%??? Where does the raise come from?? Is from us... Your beloved citizen...<br />
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I am a frustrated... I am annoyed... Because I am a Malaysian... Because I never think of migrating T.T<br />
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<br />pearlyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558302753800871872noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-923238070488517097.post-65229642879066787202015-03-07T16:17:00.002+08:002015-03-07T16:19:22.928+08:00CNY Day Two, Three & Five, SixSince there is nothing much to say my recent life, let's continue to talk about CNY..<br />
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Every year CNY, going back to my mother's father's hometown, Kampar, is a custom for us.. Except for last year.. I forgot the reason my family did not go back to Kampar last year.. This is my youngest granduncle's house.. From the left, my youngest granduncle, my 4th granduncle, my 6th granduncle and *deng deng deng deng* my grandfather..</div>
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Selfie is a must in every occasion.. Ya. we had "lou sang" again.. This year I had "lou sang" for almost five times? Many times but I can't remember the exact amount.. </div>
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1st day had a picture with his own father and this time he had picture with his father-in-law.. My father enjoys going back to Kampar because he can play mahjong with my granduncles which are also his "mahjong kaki-s" and also he can have men-talk with my granduncles..</div>
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This picture was taken by my uncle who is very close with me.. I kinda like this picture not because of the model in this picture but because of the lightning in this picture and this picture is "natural"..</div>
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Ya.. My cousins, siblings and I learned to play mahjong this year.. But we are not experts yet.. And no money was involved..</div>
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We stayed there for one night in my youngest granduncle's house.. His house during daytime was super hot and stuffy but when it comes to the night, wow, it was cooling without the air-con.. We went to many places to "bai nian" and received quite a number of "angpaus".. But the most important thing is gathering, talking and reunion with the kins..</div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Ok.. It came to the days that I quite anticipate the most.. This year CNY was a little bit special for us.. Usually during CNY, my father will bring us to local trip.. But this year, we didn't go anywhere, we just go on a cruise.. First time to sit,sleep,walk and have fun on a LARGE cruise..</span><br />
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This is Penang Second Bridge.. We were taking this cruise by taking the package trip.. RM 350 per person.. We sat on the bus for a few hours.. To go through this bridge, driver has to pay toll for RM 25 for bus, RM 75 for lorry and only RM 7 for car.. Nothing special about this bridge.. It was just that we can have sea view, both sides design of the bridge are special and it is long..</div>
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Then the tour guide stopped us at a side to take pictures.. My parents, father's friend and wife on the left and my aunt and her hubby on the right..</div>
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We went to the snake temple.. The weather her is super hot.. I wonder why every year CNY, the sun will be super scorching.. This temple has nothing special.. It was just a normal Chinese temple but the uniqueness of this temple are the (1) stair up to this temple has many many beggars sitting on the sides of the stair, waiting for your money and (2) there is a room in this temple that has almost 10++ snakes and a huge snake waiting for you to spend some money and take picture with them..</div>
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What a coincidence.. During our arrival, we saw lion dance which was having performance in this temple.. For almost 7 years, I haven't watch any lion dance performance in KL.. This Chinese performance is going to disappear soon.. The funny thing was, when the lion dance was performing, the beggar who was sitting on the stairs waiting for donation, used his "SMARTPHONE" to take pictures of the lion dance.. Beggar can afford a smartphone.. Rich beggar..</div>
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We waited at the pier for almost an hour to enter into the cruise.. While waiting my cousin, Xuan, sis and I took many ugly selfie.. One of it is this picture.. Tien's phobia..</div>
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This is the cruise that we took.. One of the cruises that is belong to Genting.. It's name is Libra.. My zodiac ^^</div>
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The cruise was not only large but long long long..<br />
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We don't gamble.. There was nothing to play in the cruise.. We were bored and so we decided to go for karaoke together.. Talking about karaoke, we had a weird and new experience.. Mr.Egg likes singing and he has a very nice voice.. So that day he sang as usual and due to his good singing, an uncle invited him to sing with him.. Two tables treated us drinks and food.. Thanks to Mr.Egg, we have strangers treating us and we were full and happy.. </div>
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Because we were singing without realizing the time passing, we ended our singing session at 2 something, took a quick sleep and woke up at 5 something just because of this: sunrise.. Beautiful Mother Nature.. It was worth for taking away our sleeping time for this..</div>
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Oh, before I forget, there is something that is worth for me to mention..</div>
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~ I HAVE FINALLY FINISHED DRAFTING MY CHAPTER 1~ </div>
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Now I am waiting for Huzaina to comment about my Chapter 1.. But i have sent this draft for several days, until now no reply from her yet..</div>
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During CNY Eve, it is a custom for Chinese to have reunion dinner with the family... I had dinner and "lou sang" with my family too... From the left: my eldest uncle, my grandma and my granpa...</div>
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After dinner, we had our second round activity which was playing fireworks in my grandma's house... Children's favourite and adult's favourite, regardless of age... These are my siblings and cousins... Either maternal's side or paternal's side, I am the eldest on both sides...</div>
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A corner of my mum's decoration for CNY... My mum is good at decorating and cleaning house... I didn't inherited this talent from her...</div>
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HAMPERS~~~ Every year CNY, it is a must for my mum to receive numerous of hampers from the parents of the babies that my mum takes care of and of course from Mr. Egg...</div>
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As usual on the first day of CNY, we will only go to our maternal and paternal grandparents' houses... Started from last year, I make it as a practice to take selfie with my family... <span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">I considered this a "failed" selfie/family picture... We tried to take family picture for twice but both pictures are not "well-taken" pictures... We wanted to try to take again but my dad lost his patience in taking photos = =</span></div>
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This year CNY, I hope to take more pictures among my family members... I think my dad seldom takes picture with his parents or siblings unlike my mum... My mum and her sisters... Her sisters love to take pictures... This picture was taken by my sister... My father & his father... Two lovely smiles and two look-alike faces...</div>
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These are my aunties... My grandmother (my mum's mother) gave birth to 6 children and these are the six... Started from the right is my eldest aunt and up to the sixth is my youngest aunt...</div>
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This year CNY is a little bit special because we went to an old folks home at... I forgot the name of the place... My father and two of his friends went to this place... We bought a few sacks of rice for them... This was my first time to visit an old folks home... This place is stuffy... The old people here looked blue... I saw an old granma who was wearing a pampers only at the bottom without any pants/shorts... I talked to her a little bit and she was happy when I approached her ^^</div>
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Lou sang with my mother's family..</div>
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This February is a happening month for me... It is not only because of CNY, Valentine's Day but February is also a month when my mother was born... </div>
Much to talk and to be continued... Maybe later or tomorrow? Depending on my mood and idleness ><pearlyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558302753800871872noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-923238070488517097.post-17956389476604012312015-02-15T22:43:00.000+08:002015-02-15T22:43:22.298+08:00情人节快乐2月14 号 是爱情很浓郁的一天。这一天也就是给机会给不浪漫的目睹的男生变浪漫买花买礼物给自己最爱的女生。这一天也就是花店生意最好的一天。<br />
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今天不浪漫的他也变起浪漫来了。我就知道他是一个目睹的男人。如果我说情人节男生要送女生玫瑰花,他这几年到永远,都只送玫瑰给我。我想要一点不同的。所以我暗示他,太阳花很美。我喜欢。果然, 在昨天,他送了花给我,可是不是太阳花,而是太阳花的弟弟,我不懂那种花是什么名称。他不是个爱show浪漫的男生。所以昨天,为了给我所谓的“浪漫”,他竟然紧张了起来。他还送了一张卡片给我。可是最搞笑的是,他竟然怕他自己的字很丑,所以就叫花店老板帮他写卡片里面的字。那老板的字也好不到那里去 = = 我其实都不介意他字丑。反而我很喜欢这种有心意的东西。就是因为那卡片,我眼泪掉了。我很怕收到这种我平常说的“恶心的东西”而不是因为我觉得恶心而是我知道我自己是个爱哭鬼,我又不喜欢别人看到我哭,所以我就称这些有心意让我感动的东西为“恶心”。<br />
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平常的我,很爱在他面前,在朋友面前,在家人面前,装一副不是很在乎不是很爱他的样子很强把的样子,其实我内心比任何人还爱他,还在乎他,还紧张他,还关心他。我装是因为我怕。我怕如果有一天我失去他了,我会很伤心,别人会用可怜的眼光来对待我。我比任何人更清楚,我不能失去他,我不能没有他。就是因为内心怕,外表就装的更强把。一个婚姻都会变都会没有100%的保证,那更何况是一段没有保证的感情。及时他现在真的很爱我,可是我不能保证未来几年,他还是能像现在这样爱我。爱是什么?会是一张纸,时间越久就越薄越破旧吗?还是它会像是一瓶红酒,越久就越好喝越可口?我不懂。我只能希望,我们能永远到老。<br />
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<br />pearlyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558302753800871872noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-923238070488517097.post-42399705851061040862015-01-30T18:46:00.000+08:002015-01-30T18:46:03.920+08:00Happy Birthday, Mr.EggBecause I am a normal and lazy human... During the holidays, I am not productive... My daily routines are as followed:<br />
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I have violated the promise I made for myself to finished my thesis Chapter 1 by 25th January... I knew it... The promise will not make it... Anyway, I should have started soon...</div>
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Two days ago was Mr.Egg's birthday... As usual wishes from many people but the real celebration is with me ^^ I was happy that my best friend wished him also on Facebook... </div>
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I bought a pair of shoes which are specialized for badminton player... It was expensive though... RM189 for this shoes and I used my PTPTN money to buy it... Phew... Luckily I didn't use much money this semester... look at him... So happy ^^ I bought his present earlier because this pair of shoes was in promotion until 5th January and I was given one week to change the shoes if the size is not fit... So I have to show him his present for him to try... Ya... Luckily, I gave him to try because the size I chose was not his feet size... We changed it to size 10...</div>
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We had the birthday celebration at a coffee shop in Kepong... Work31shop... Nice environment but limited choice of food... </div>
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I had dinner earlier at home... So I ordered Strawberry Pancake, Caramel Latte, Hazelnut Latte and Bacon Spaghetti...</div>
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Everything tasted delicious except for this pancake... It looked nice but when I ate it, it was kind of dry...</div>
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pearlyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558302753800871872noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-923238070488517097.post-70691050090309326472015-01-24T15:48:00.002+08:002015-01-24T15:48:55.027+08:00One Line Big DifferencesMany Malaysians love to work at Singapore rather than Malaysia.. Singapore and Malaysia are neighbouring countries but the living lifestyle, the education and the currency there are better than Malaysia... Most of my relatives chose to work or stay there... My youngest aunt who bought a house at Johor and chose to wake up at 4 something in the morning, drive to Singapore to work, suffer the jam at the custom, come back at 11 something at night back to Johor... She slept only around 3 to 4 hours a day except for Sunday... I know it is tiring to have this kind of life everyday but she gets lots of money by working there is she changes the money from Singapore currency to Malaysia currency... <br />
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This morning I saw my primary school friend's mother... She told me that her daughter which is my hi-bye friend works at Singapore as an accountant for 5000++ Singapore currency per month... Wow... Do you know what that means? She earns around 10000++ in Malaysia currency... A 24 years old single lady works for RM10000 per month? Wow.. Even she has RM5000 I felt that is a lot, how about 10000? I am jealous...<br />
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The economy in Malaysia is no longer prosperous...<br />
We have GST...<br />
We have inflation...<br />
We have drops in our rate...<br />
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Our country is good but it has to improve in many aspects...<br />
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After graduation, I might consider and hope to be able to work in Singapore also...<br />
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By the way, I read about GST... GST is not a new system... Many countries implemented GST(also known as VAT)... GST in many ways from the articles that I read is better than Government Sales Tax and Service Tax... But I think because it is new in Malaysia, most Malaysians do not understand and used to this system, therefore, they might feel reluctant and unhappy with this system...<br />
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They said the course that I am studying now is able to bring me to many different ways out...<br />
But I can't think of any jobs that are related to what I learned except for teacher...<br />
So many people, so so many people in this world are able to speak and write English fluently than me...<br />
Then, what can I become or do after graduation other than teacher?<br />
I don't know...pearlyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558302753800871872noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-923238070488517097.post-10550873166087918612015-01-21T15:41:00.001+08:002015-01-21T15:41:32.348+08:00有个青春叫周杰轮过了几天,我的心情还是没好过来。<br />
我不想面对,不想看到他和她的新闻。<br />
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我真的无可奈何了。这几天在报纸,在 Facebook, 在 Youtube, 在 Instagram 都可以看到他们两个的新闻。他们的新闻弄的我的心和眼睛都满痛。<br />
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你可能会觉得我很傻很白痴。为了一个连我的存在他都不知道的人而伤心难过。为了一个连陌生人都不是的人而心痛。为了一个,我连钱都不会存或花去买他的专辑或演唱会的人而悲哀。<br />
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好啦。我承认。其实真的很不值。可是我就是不懂为什么心就是痛。他的歌声陪伴了我的少时。应该不只是我吧。他的歌声陪伴了世界很多华人的少时。他的个不算是歌神级可是就是因为他的歌很特别很靠近10年前的我们的心。他的咬此不清变成了特设。<br />
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我不开心不是因为他要结婚了。他虽然是艺人,可是他也是个人啊。人就是要经历一个人该经历的事。我是不开心为什么一个比我小,一个不是很红连名字都没有听过的女生,竟然,竟然,可以麻雀变凤王。就是因为一个字 “美”。谁会料到,17岁的你,命台好了,竟然会遇到一个世界各地的女生都想要爱的男人。21岁的她就嫁了做人妻。人有时真的是好无奈哦。你若像她,找到一个真的是100%的好对象,你21岁做人妻都不是问题。相反的,嫁给一个爱你可是没钱的男人,你21岁结婚,太早太可怜太委屈了。若我是她,我管它年不年轻,我都回答应啦。天王呢。周杰轮呢。有钱有地位有身份有才华的男人呢。怎么会不嫁。<br />
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他们的婚礼是事实。我不得不承认他们的婚礼安排的好美好梦幻。他们的结婚照也是拍的超好看的。我不会在这放他们的照片因为我到现在心情还没恢复。不想看到他们。<br />
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我17岁还在烦学业,你17岁就和他在热恋。我21岁还在烦未来担心未来,你21岁就可以很无忧无虑的做周太太,安安分分的做个少奶奶。恭喜你打败了比你厉害百倍的女人,成为他(有可能不是唯一)正式的女人。。希望你爱的不是艺人周杰轮而是一个平凡你所认识的周杰轮。最后,希望你会好好照顾我的青春,周杰轮 T.Tpearlyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558302753800871872noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-923238070488517097.post-33435617628107334482015-01-16T13:45:00.001+08:002015-01-16T13:45:42.038+08:00Making Myself A PriorityRecently I am troubled by my aunt's family's problem...<br />
I do not know where to express... So, I expressed it through Twitter...<br />
But my friends thought I have problem with Mr.Egg...<br />
Hahaha... But is not because of him... It is my aunt...<br />
Mr.Egg told me to put myself as a priority...<br />
Don't always think and worry about things that I can't help or solve...<br />
Don't put himself as the first priority...<br />
Don't worry about things that I can't even change...<br />
18 January 2015 is the date when the idol that I liked and adored when I was young is going to get married...<br />
When I firstly heard this news, I was mad and sad... I even tweeted about it...<br />
But as time goes, i felt better and just like "whatever" about it since like what Mr.Egg said I can't even change this right.. So why should I care, sad and even angry about it?<br />
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Due to my aunt's husband's affair, I eventually who is already feeling insecure with a relationship, now feeling even more insecure...<br />
Even though I look like I don't really love Mr.Egg in front of others, I love and care about him so much...<br />
But I worried if I really care and love much, I will get hurt more...<br />
But LOVE cannot be measured... LOVE is unpredictable... LOVE cannot be forced... LOVE is about feelings...<br />
I don't know... Too much negativity with me...<br />
I have to make myself happy and believe in love...I keep on convincing with myself by thinking about successful marriages and couples and also watch some proposing videos that are shared by others in facebook...<br />
Mr.Egg is a good guy... Yes.. It is a truth...<br />
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Don't spend your times worrying and thinking about others...</div>
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Your life should be fully used for yourself...</div>
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Do things that make you happy...</div>
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Come out with solutions instead of keeping thinking it sadly as a problem...</div>
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<br />pearlyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558302753800871872noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-923238070488517097.post-2819548531255997412015-01-04T15:38:00.000+08:002015-01-04T15:38:08.221+08:00Idleness: An Incurable DiseaseThesis: Haven't done yet<br />
Revision: Haven't start yet<br />
Korean language: Haven't master yet<br />
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Haiz.. All the must-do-things are not complete yet...<br />
Alright.. I think I should give myself a deadline to complete all these...<br />
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Deadline for thesis Chapter 1: 25 January 2015<br />
Deadline for revision: 10 January 2015<br />
Deadline for mastering Korean Language: no deadline<br />
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I am not unable to do it BUT I am just lazy and reluctant to do it..<br />
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Not going to give myself any promise or punishment.. I am speechless with myself --pearlyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558302753800871872noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-923238070488517097.post-44771355702810032192015-01-01T14:59:00.002+08:002015-01-01T14:59:28.978+08:00Hello 20152014 was not a good year for Malaysians.. To list, we had water rationing at the beginning of the year, missing & crashing flights as well as flood..<br />
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To me, well, I have no idea how did I went through 2014.. Time passes in a blink..<br />
Ok.. Let's not care about how did I went through 2014.. Let's talk about current which was yesterday celebration and present which is 2015..<br />
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Yesterday went to Gangnam 88 to eat korean food... I love to go Gangnam 88 to have korean food because of the service there and the refillable side dishes.. The waiters there are so friendly and nice.. There are many side dishes there and you can refill them with no limit.. Because we are frequent customer, so, we get the VIP Gangnam 88 card in which I have 5%discount everytime I eat there.. Yuhoo ><<br />
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Too full... I was hesitating whether to have coffee at Solaris or Desa Park City... I have this disease: dilemma in making decision... Actually, planning of having desserts at Caffe Bene after eating dinner at Gangnam but because both of us were too full, therefore, we cancelled the plan.. Finally, we made a deal to go to DPC for countdown...<br />
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Chirp.. Chirp.. Chirp.. As usual DPC has so many so many people.. It was crowded.. So instead of walking around among the crowd, we decided to have coffee at this place in which its ambiance and view were nice and making me feel calm despite all the noise..</div>
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I like this picture of myself *shy* Look behind me, isn't the view nice?</div>
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Failed shadow picture.. I had mocha dulcey while Mr.Egg has red latte.. </div>
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Ok.. Ignore the date on the bottom right.. The clock in my camera is not right.. Everyone has finished countdown and the fireworks were playing on the sky but the date in my camera is still 31st December.. So this picture is the first picture in 2015..</div>
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My brother & I were countdown-ing in the same area.. To avoid the jam, to avoid the crowd, we parked the car very very far away... While walking back home, I requested to take picture with my brother.. I wonder why teenagers dislike to take pictures == Even taking picture with me, he has to use something to block his face...</div>
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In 2015, I am going to graduate soon..</div>
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In 2015, I need to start working..</div>
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In 2015, I want to go travel, if possible, oversea..</div>
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In 2015, everyone must be happy..</div>
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In 2015, I hope to do some volunteering work..</div>
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I love 2015.. Happy New Year.. I need to go to send my brother to gym and go to buy towels for flood donation.. Decided to contribute a little for the flood victims ^^ </div>
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pearlyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558302753800871872noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-923238070488517097.post-71228334160645257522014-12-21T17:21:00.000+08:002014-12-21T17:21:10.389+08:00Second time cookingLast week, I made kimchi which was very successful since it was my first time making it and surprisingly it turned out to be very delicious..<br />
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Hahaha.. Maybe it looks not appetizing but please do not deceive by the appearance... It is really delicious except that it is very spicy.. The chilly powder that I used was an Indian chilly powder, therefore it is very spicy even though I put only 5 spoons of that powder..</div>
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So for this second time, I challenged myself to make radish kimchi and rice cake.. Wow.. As usual, kinchi turned out to be successful but not the rice cake T.T First time I failed in making it because of the flour.. I bought and used wrong flour, therefore, the dough was hard and not sticky.. Second time, I bought the right flour but I do not know why the inner dough was uncooked even though i heat it in the microwave and boiled it in a pot.. I was annoyed.. So I gave up in making it.. </div>
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By the way, Popular has sales.. I bought a book "The Confessions of NeW York Taxi Driver" for only RM8.. The original price is RM39.90.. With the sales, I have saved up RM31.90... What a good buy ^^ </div>
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10 more days to go then a new beginning is going to start soon.. I have a lot of things haven't even start yet.. Thesis, Year End Shopping, X'mas Plan, New Year Plan, Revision for exam on Jan 12th.. The most important among all these is thesis.. I have to really start to do my Chapter 1 SOON... I have finished reading "The Perks of Being a Wallflower" and now I am going to read " The Five People I met in Heaven" by Mitch Albom.. Enjoy reading so much recently..</div>
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Oh my gosh.. Oh my gosh.. I can’t wait to share with you
this since my memory is still fresh and my feelings are still strong with it..
Guess what I have just finished the novel “The Perks of Being a Wallflower.”
This is my first time for being able to finish reading a book in 2 weeks times.
But this is not something that I want to share today..<o:p></o:p></div>
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I want to share about how amazing this book was.. Because
this book is good and I think I will buy and keep this book soon.. Alright so
here goes my sharing.. When I read the last page before the epilogue about what
happened to Charlie after he rejected to make out with Sam, when he was able to
listen to radio but the radio was not on and so on, it made me felt creepy..
Something was happened to him but I still can’t figure out what has actually
happened to him not until I read the epilogue .. My heart beat very fast and I
can’t wait to know what has happened to him.. I knew he was admitted to the
hospital and something happened between him and Aunt Helen. His family was
angry with Aunt Helen but I still don’t know what did Aunt Helen did until I
reread the page where Charlie slept and dreamt when he and his siblings were
watching tv with his aunt and he said “She was doing what Sam was doing.” So I
started to get to know what Aunt Helen did to him.. To confirm my assumption
was correct, I went online and search for “What actually was happened to Charlie
in The Perks of Being a Wallflower?” Ya.. My assumption was right.. He was
molested by the person he liked the most and trusted the most in the world.. I
knew something must be happened to him when I read that he went to a bad place
after his aunt was gone but that time I didn’t know what was actually happened
to him.. I was like “What?” when I knew the ending.. How could Aunt Helen do
this to Charlie when she was the one that Charlie loved the most..<o:p></o:p></div>
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I was kind of shocked by the ending of the story.. At first, when I read the book, I thought that
Charlie was looking for his true identity like what usually happens to
teenagers “identity seeking” and “peers influence”.. That was why he followed
and did whatever people asked him to do because he was not sure who he was
actually.. To me “forget” is an action
when you are trying to avoid “something” or when that “something” is not
important to you. For instance, if you try to ask me what I had yesterday for
dinner, I might not able to tell you instantly what I had.. It takes time for
me to recall yesterday memories in my brain because yesterday what I ate is not
important to me in my life.. Trivial memories can still be recalled but if you
are trying to avoid the memory, you will bury it deep in your heart and mind..
You thought that by burying it deep inside, you will be able to forget as time
goes by, you will not be hurt and the matter can be evaded. But actually not..
In contrast, it brings severe impacts to you.. It is better for you to express
your anger or sadness rather than keep it in your heart. You think it is better
to keep it in your heart because you do not want others to be affected.. You
think it is better to keep inside your heart because you think that it is
better for one person to be hurt, to be sad rather than a few people to be sad
and worry about you.. You think that it is better to keep inside your heart
because you think that no one will understand your problem and no one is
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It is easy to say rather than do it myself.. I am a person
who is like this but it is depending on the seriousness of the matter.. If it
is serious and cannot be settled by myself, I will express it to that
particular person. But if it is small matter and can be settled by me alone, I
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Because I am this kind of person that is why I don’t mind if
others, someone who is close to me or someone that I know, do not share his/her
secret with me.. Even if I know that he/she is not telling me, I will not ask..
I mean you will tell me without me asking if you want to tell me.. I
understand.. Don’t worry.. I have someone who I trusted the most and who I am
able to express everything freely to him who is Mr.Egg.. <o:p></o:p></div>
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When I am writing this blog, I thought about my cousin who
is now Standard 5. My 4<sup>th</sup> aunt’s son. He is young in terms of age
but he is mature in terms of thinking. He knew what has happened to his family.
I think he is sad and he needs someone to talk to but none he can talk to. The
impacts from the slump his family had, from a wealthy family to a family with
no properties and the fact that his father left them and had affair with
someone. And also my 4<sup>th</sup> aunt to pretend like nothing happened and to
pretend like she is tough and happy. Haiz. I don’t know what to say and how to
help. Life is miserable as I grow up. I just wish to go back to my younger time
where everything was simple, happy and united. Mr. Egg advised me not to put or
assume everything is my matter or my responsibility because by doing this, I am
making myself unhappy and depress. In order to ensure everyone is happy, I have
to be really happy first. Put myself to the first priority. That was what he
said. I am not sure whether what he said is correct or not >< <o:p></o:p></div>
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