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刚刚才看完一部韩国连戏剧。最近在家太得空了，所以有空追戏看了。一部叫做“学校2015，你是谁？”
我离17岁的我已经幼年了T.T 这样仪数，觉得自己好老哦。看完了着部戏过后，想了想17岁的我那年在做什么。

17岁的我，破不期待想离开校园踏入大人的世界
17岁的我，很想得到自由。
17岁的我， 在沉迷msn 和 friendster。
17岁的我， 曾经满著爸妈偷偷有男朋友。
17岁的我，无忧无虑，没现在的我那么多烦恼。
17岁的我，叛逆。
17岁的我，有那种体力，可以一整晚不睡觉，玩电脑。
17岁的我，曾经爱自拍。
17岁的我，做错事不会说对不起，还自以为自己永远是对的。

好怀念可是我没有那种感觉想要回去17岁的我。这部戏说的就是17岁的几个小朋友的故事。

17岁要实现梦想太过早了，但是正适合开始做梦的年龄。摔倒虽然痛，可是就是这个年龄，做错了也没有人会怪你。17岁正适合开始学习，
这个年龄是最甜蜜也是最迷茫的年龄。
现在的我虽然年龄，思想和面孔不是在17岁，可是我的心还是像17岁的那样单纯》《

本来想写关于我旅行的事，可是  1。懒惰
                                                          2。照片还没收集完
不用担心，旅行的事我一定会写，只是时间的问题…………

I'm Home

Just realized that it has been one month ++ that I haven't update this blog... I have finally graduated and waiting for graduation in October... Again my famous quote "Time passed in a blink"... So fast it has reached mid of July...

I took this on the last day of my exam.. 25th June 2015.. Korean Modernization exam paper...

I received my examination results... I am satisfied with the results that I obtained... Passed with flying colours >< Hahahaha... I obtained 3 A- and and A... Not bad right?? I thought I will get B for thesis and Korean Modernization exam paper but who knows, I didn't...

This month was a travelling month for me.. I just went to Bangkok  + Hatyai.. One was with Mr. Egg and another one was with my family with Mr. Egg.. Yesterday just came back from Hatyai... I am addicted to travelling... Unfortunately, I don't have $$$.. If I were rich, I guess I will travel every month... But I think this is life... If I were rich and have money to travel every month, I think I will not appreciate the meaning, feeling and enjoying travelling anymore..

No more travelling to oversea this year... Have to wait for next year... This is life.. Always have goals to accomplish and anticipate to accomplish them.. After this, I guess I will start to look for jobs as tuition teacher or kindergarten teacher.. Earn more money to travel.. I will soon update about my vacations to Bangkok and Hatyai after I have manage all the photos that Mr. Egg have taken.. Lots of Lots of photos ~ ~

An Ending is Another New Beginning

Well, these few days I kept thinking about the final days I have in UM... I did tell Mr. Egg how much I will miss all this and I even was the only one who teared after the closing and ending of our play... When I thought about leaving and ending, I keep on telling myself a quote from Mitch Albom's book (5 people you Met in Heaven) "An ending is another new beginning". Because I felt the sadness and nostalgia, I decided to do one thing: Take pic with every coursemates... But I successfully only a few because some I can't even meet them in UM in our faculty = =

One of them is Adli boy ^^

Am I the only one among our coursemates who is feeling nostalgic and sad for the separation? = =

Today is the second last day for me: to be in UM as a student
                                                      : to stay in the library for hours while waiting for Mr. Egg
                                                      : for me to have class
                                                      : for me to be with Gan & Tien

And I have finally done with my thesis (except content), done with the play and done with Dr. Sani's presentation and assignment... Hooray... But I do still have 2 exams and an assignment which due on 25th June T.T

Hahaha.. Great right? Let me introduce to you the townpeople: Uncle Chan... I do look like a man here ^^ Thanks to the costume, styling, make up and moustache from Pola, Melody, Bahjah, Mc, Bella, Chui and Abang Din <3

Last but not least, a group picture is a must... We have made it... Good job, everyone... Throughout this play, I had my three first times... First time: to bathe in UM toilet, staying late at UM until 10 something and first time to come to UM everyday except for Sunday... One more thing, I realised that other than Tien & Gan, Melody reads my blog too ^^ I thought my blog is personal and no one will read my blog... But who knows there are people out there who concerns about my thoughts and life... Keep it up, Tien, Gan and Mel... 

Alright.. Let's face the reality and continue with assignment *Sigh*

Hello 150529

I have know the days after mid-semester break will be very hectic... This month is the busiest month for everyone... Especially this week... I have thesis, Dr. Sani's assignment, practice for my play and Dr. Park's assignment... Since Monday, after Adli mentioned to us that aster this play which is this week, it will be our last time to see most of our coursemates who have accompanied me these three and the half years... Suddenly, I felt nostalgic... I have always mentioned in my blog that the speed time moves is faster than the speed of a Ferrari... So fast... So, I came with this idea to take as many pictures as possible with my coursemates... Everyone... 

Tomorrow is the official play... Nervous... I hope I will remember my lines and I will not laugh half way of my performance... I hate it... I don't know why my laughing point is so low and once I start to laugh, I know, is hard for me to stop = =

By the way, now only I realise that other than Tien, Gan Chi Wei will read my blog too = = Ishh.. Feeling no more privacy here... But anyone, I don't care la... Better these two continue to read my blog even after graduation, even after married, even after have children and even after have grandchildren... HAHAHA... Don't know I will still keep on writing blogs or not after I married... Hope I will continue... These two are my good friends... We argued, we laughed, we worked together, we gossiped together, we ate together... I know things will change but I hope Mulagans group is still there for us and two of you will still read my blog... You know right, I seldom post my feelings in facebook or twitter... Instagram or mostly blog, I will use it to express my anger, sadness and happiness... Seriously, I will miss you guys la... Hope you guys are able to have happy and bright futures at the same time another half... I might change to a serious person after I work but when I see you guys I will change back to who you know me ^^

专署的快乐

什么时候感觉自己最无能？
就是帮不到自己最爱的人的时候，
感觉自己是最无能的
其实事情很小，
只不过就是因为小，
所以更想为他/她做的更好。

可是当我做不到的时候，
我觉得我很无助，
我觉得我很无能，
渺小的事都变成了大石头压在我心。
很痛很痛。

眼泪就不知不觉的，
偷偷溜了出来。

我爱带欢乐带自信给真心爱我的人，
不好的悲哀的麻烦的，
由我来吸收，
没关系的，
我怎样忙，
只要你们需要到我，
我一定会抽时间给你们
只要你们快乐，幸福，开心，健康，平安，顺利
就好了。

可能你们会觉得我很傻，
可是他们开心，
就是我的快乐，
能让我快乐的事，
就算傻就算累就算麻烦就算破费，
那算什么，
这就是我的快乐，
专署于我何艳萍的快乐

2 More Months

I am going to graduate soon...
My study life is going to end officially soon...
Is time for me to plan about my life about my future...

I actually thought before about what should I do after graduation... Now i roughly have the draft of my future... After graduation, I will go to find job related to teaching, I mean private informal education such as tuition teacher, kindergarten teacher or daycare teacher... While working, I will apply for becoming a government teacher, a staff in the bank and a staff in a research company... Although I am not interested to become a government teacher, I will try to apply for it since I have spent 4 years to study this field... Becoming a staff in a bank came into my mind when I had a chat with Tien Mie... As you know, I don't have any adult which is "professional" and able for me to talk to... I hope to have an elder brother like Tien Mie's brother who I can approach to and talk to when I am confused... So I asked Tien Mie about her brother's advice to her for her future... And she told me of her brother asking her to apply for a pose in the bank... Becoming a bank staff is a good idea because the benefits are very attractive...So I will try... While becoming a staff in research company is not the company which does scientific research but is a company which does survey about particular products or service... I think this work is interesting as I am able to get to know more people and I will be able to force myself to communicate and I will be no longer a "hermit"...

After I told about my plan to Mr.Egg, Tien and Gun, I don't know why, I felt that my future is BRIGHT ^^

I found this particular quote in a particular drama that I watched... I like this quote...

"You can trust a person but do not put hope on a person... The hope you put might bring you disappointment..." 

Hello

Wow.. It has been a month since my last blog... Long time didn't update my blog.. Maybe because my life in these weeks were monotonous and have nothing to write about...

I am having my semester break now... The time passes so fast (I know I have emphasized and mentioned this numerous times in my blog)... Well... Erm... I think I might have several things that worth for me to talk about...

1) I have 7 more weeks to go before my final semester of my course officially ends...
2) I am able to use my Watsapp... But none talk to me using watsapp also... Therefore, actually no point for me to be able to use watsapp T.T
3) Mr. Egg bought me an Iphone... First time in these 24 years of my life, I use this fruit branded mobile... Excited but at the same time frustrated because I am not a tech-savvy... Many things in the Iphone, I do not know how to use... Have to google whenever I have a question regarding this fruit mobile (annoyed)...
4) I have done my Chapter 1 and 3 of my thesis... Going to proceed to Chapter 2 by this week...
5) Mr. Egg and I have been together for 7 years ^^ And instead of eating heavy dinner to celebrate it, we had coffee together... A simple celebration for this year...

Ok.. I think that's all for today... Oh by the way, I have started to reading a new book after the "Five people You met In Heaven"... The book that I am reading now is "A Thousand Splendid Suns"...  And one more thing to go... At first with the implementation of GST, I was angry but after a while I think I should just accept the reality... But now I am really angry with the current implementation regarding the raise of the parliament's members' salary... I mean I am angry because the increase is too much and excessive... So what now? The government is in debts... Malaysian currency is depreciating... implementation of GST making everyone has to pay extra 6% for what ever they buy... All these making the middle-class and lower-class Malaysian suffer... Despite of these, the government bought private jet and now increase the salary of Parliament members as a motivation??? If you increase between RM100-RM2000, is still can be accepted... But now you raise their salary for more than 147%??? Where does the raise come from?? Is from us... Your beloved citizen...

I am a frustrated... I am annoyed... Because I am a Malaysian... Because I never think of migrating T.T