Happy Birthday, Mr.Egg

Because I am a normal and lazy human... During the holidays, I am not productive... My daily routines are as followed:

• Send my brother and the girl that my mum takes care of to schools;
• Send my brother to tuition;
• Stay at home and watch Korean/Taiwanese shows/dramas the whole day;
• Daydream

I have violated the promise I made for myself to finished my thesis Chapter 1 by 25th January... I knew it... The promise will not make it... Anyway, I should have started soon...

Two days ago was Mr.Egg's birthday... As usual wishes from many people but the real celebration is with me ^^ I was happy that my best friend wished him also on Facebook... 

I bought a pair of shoes which are specialized for badminton player... It was expensive though... RM189 for this shoes and I used my PTPTN money to buy it... Phew... Luckily I didn't use much money this semester... look at him... So happy ^^ I bought his present earlier because this pair of shoes was in promotion until 5th January and I was given one week to change the shoes if the size is not fit... So I have to show him his present for him to try... Ya... Luckily, I gave him to try because the size I chose was not his feet size... We changed it to size 10...

We had the birthday celebration at a coffee shop in Kepong... Work31shop... Nice environment but limited choice of food... 

I had dinner earlier at home... So I ordered Strawberry Pancake, Caramel Latte, Hazelnut Latte and Bacon Spaghetti...

Everything tasted delicious except for this pancake... It looked nice but when I ate it, it was kind of dry...

No place for us to sit... So we had to sit at a big table for six and the waiter was not a good photographer... The models were goo looking but the picture looked so empty...

We had a simple celebration this year... Not every year birthday has to be special... It is special enough to celebrate your birthday with your loved one...^^

One Line Big Differences

Many Malaysians love to work at Singapore rather than Malaysia.. Singapore and Malaysia are neighbouring countries but the living lifestyle, the education and the currency there are better than Malaysia... Most of my relatives chose to work or stay there... My youngest aunt who bought a house at Johor and chose to wake up at 4 something in the morning, drive to Singapore to work, suffer the jam at the custom, come back at 11 something at night back to Johor... She slept only around 3 to 4 hours a day except for Sunday... I know it is tiring to have this kind of life everyday but she gets lots of money by working there is she changes the money from Singapore currency to Malaysia currency...

This morning I saw my primary school friend's mother... She told me that her daughter which is my hi-bye friend works at Singapore as an accountant for 5000++ Singapore currency per month... Wow... Do you know what that means? She earns around 10000++ in Malaysia currency... A 24 years old single lady works for RM10000 per month? Wow.. Even she has RM5000 I felt that is a lot, how about 10000? I am jealous...

The economy in Malaysia is no longer prosperous...
We have GST...
We have inflation...
We have drops in our rate...

Our country is good but it has to improve in many aspects...

After graduation, I might consider and hope to be able to work in Singapore also...

By the way, I read about GST... GST is not a new system... Many countries implemented GST(also known as VAT)... GST in many ways from the articles that I read is better than Government Sales Tax and Service Tax... But I think because it is new in Malaysia, most Malaysians do not understand and used to this system, therefore, they might feel reluctant and unhappy with this system...

They said the course that I am studying now is able to bring me to many different ways out...
But I can't think of any jobs that are related to what I learned except for teacher...
So many people, so so many people in this world are able to speak and write English fluently than me...
Then, what can I become or do after graduation other than teacher?
I don't know...

有个青春叫周杰轮

过了几天，我的心情还是没好过来。
我不想面对，不想看到他和她的新闻。

我真的无可奈何了。这几天在报纸，在 Facebook, 在 Youtube, 在 Instagram 都可以看到他们两个的新闻。他们的新闻弄的我的心和眼睛都满痛。

你可能会觉得我很傻很白痴。为了一个连我的存在他都不知道的人而伤心难过。为了一个连陌生人都不是的人而心痛。为了一个，我连钱都不会存或花去买他的专辑或演唱会的人而悲哀。

好啦。我承认。其实真的很不值。可是我就是不懂为什么心就是痛。他的歌声陪伴了我的少时。应该不只是我吧。他的歌声陪伴了世界很多华人的少时。他的个不算是歌神级可是就是因为他的歌很特别很靠近10年前的我们的心。他的咬此不清变成了特设。

我不开心不是因为他要结婚了。他虽然是艺人，可是他也是个人啊。人就是要经历一个人该经历的事。我是不开心为什么一个比我小，一个不是很红连名字都没有听过的女生，竟然，竟然，可以麻雀变凤王。就是因为一个字 “美”。谁会料到，17岁的你，命台好了，竟然会遇到一个世界各地的女生都想要爱的男人。21岁的她就嫁了做人妻。人有时真的是好无奈哦。你若像她，找到一个真的是100%的好对象，你21岁做人妻都不是问题。相反的，嫁给一个爱你可是没钱的男人，你21岁结婚，太早太可怜太委屈了。若我是她，我管它年不年轻，我都回答应啦。天王呢。周杰轮呢。有钱有地位有身份有才华的男人呢。怎么会不嫁。

他们的婚礼是事实。我不得不承认他们的婚礼安排的好美好梦幻。他们的结婚照也是拍的超好看的。我不会在这放他们的照片因为我到现在心情还没恢复。不想看到他们。

我17岁还在烦学业，你17岁就和他在热恋。我21岁还在烦未来担心未来，你21岁就可以很无忧无虑的做周太太，安安分分的做个少奶奶。恭喜你打败了比你厉害百倍的女人，成为他（有可能不是唯一）正式的女人。。希望你爱的不是艺人周杰轮而是一个平凡你所认识的周杰轮。最后，希望你会好好照顾我的青春，周杰轮 T.T

Making Myself A Priority

Recently I am troubled by my aunt's family's problem...
I do not know where to express... So, I expressed it through Twitter...
But my friends thought I have problem with Mr.Egg...
Hahaha... But is not because of him... It is my aunt...
Mr.Egg told me to put myself as a priority...
Don't always think and worry about things that I can't help or solve...
Don't put himself as the first priority...
Don't worry about things that I can't even change...
18 January 2015 is the date when the idol that I liked and adored when I was young is going to get married...
When I firstly heard this news, I was mad and sad... I even tweeted about it...
But as time goes, i felt better and just like "whatever" about it since like what Mr.Egg said I can't even change this right.. So why should I care, sad and even angry about it?

Due to my aunt's husband's affair, I eventually who is already feeling insecure with a relationship, now feeling even more insecure...
Even though I look like I don't really love Mr.Egg in front of others, I love and care about him so much...
But I worried if I really care and love much, I will get hurt more...
But LOVE cannot be measured... LOVE is unpredictable... LOVE cannot be forced... LOVE is about feelings...
I don't know... Too much negativity with me...
I have to make myself happy and believe in love...I keep on convincing with myself by thinking about successful marriages and couples and also watch some proposing videos that are shared by others in facebook...
 Mr.Egg is a good guy... Yes.. It is a truth...

Don't spend your times worrying and thinking about others...

Your life should be fully used for yourself...

Do things that make you happy...

Come out with solutions instead of keeping thinking it sadly as a problem...

Idleness: An Incurable Disease

Thesis: Haven't done yet
Revision: Haven't start yet
Korean language: Haven't master yet

Haiz.. All the must-do-things are not complete yet...
Alright.. I think I should give myself a deadline to complete all these...

Deadline for thesis Chapter 1: 25 January 2015
Deadline for revision: 10 January 2015
Deadline for mastering Korean Language: no deadline

I am not unable to do it BUT I am just lazy and reluctant to do it..

Not going to give myself any promise or punishment.. I am speechless with myself --

Hello 2015

2014 was not a good year for Malaysians.. To list, we had water rationing at the beginning of the year, missing & crashing flights as well as flood..

To me, well, I have no idea how did I went through 2014.. Time passes in a blink..
Ok.. Let's not care about how did I went through 2014.. Let's talk about current which was yesterday celebration and present which is 2015..

Yesterday went to Gangnam 88 to eat korean food... I love to go Gangnam 88 to have korean food because of the service there and the refillable side dishes.. The waiters there are so friendly and nice.. There are many side dishes there and you can refill them with no limit.. Because we are frequent customer, so, we get the VIP Gangnam 88 card in which I have 5%discount everytime I eat there.. Yuhoo ><

Too full... I was hesitating whether to have coffee at Solaris or Desa Park City... I have this disease: dilemma in making decision... Actually, planning of having desserts at Caffe Bene after eating dinner at Gangnam but because both of us were too full, therefore, we cancelled the plan.. Finally, we made a deal to go to DPC for countdown...

Chirp.. Chirp.. Chirp.. As usual DPC has so many so many people.. It was crowded.. So instead of walking around among the crowd, we decided to have coffee at this place in which its ambiance and view were nice and making me feel calm despite all the noise..

I like this picture of myself *shy* Look behind me, isn't the view nice?

Failed shadow picture.. I had mocha dulcey while Mr.Egg has red latte.. 

Ok.. Ignore the date on the bottom right.. The clock in my camera is not right.. Everyone has finished countdown and the fireworks were playing on the sky but the date in my camera is still 31st December.. So this picture is the first picture in 2015..

My brother & I were countdown-ing in the same area.. To avoid the jam, to avoid the crowd, we parked the car very very far away... While walking back home, I requested to take picture with my brother.. I wonder why teenagers dislike to take pictures == Even taking picture with me, he has to use something to block his face...

In 2015, I am going to graduate soon..

In 2015, I need to start working..

In 2015, I want to go travel, if possible, oversea..

In 2015, everyone must be happy..

In 2015, I hope to do some volunteering work..

I love 2015.. Happy New Year.. I need to go to send my brother to gym and go to buy towels for flood donation.. Decided to contribute a little for the flood victims ^^